I want to love i am so tried of being alone in this life being torture by my emotions.
I am a hopeless romantic i want a real relationship if anyone is willing to try with me
I want to create memories and go through life working together to feel loved and cherish as i make the one that loves me feel the same way in every way .
Forgive me for posting this on the art blog i am at my minds end and tried everything if no one comes to love me even tho i been looking i guess i was meant to be alone just dont understand why give me a heart that feels so much emotion and is serious about being someones one and only but never get to have that......
I been questioning my self alot like
if i am worth it?
does no one exist for me?
Had my time passed?
Did i every have a chance?
Why is my hands empty?
Why do i have to stare at the stars alone?
I just want to be loved for real, no mind games
So i am posting this here and i guess every where else too if i dont hear anything i guess that will be my answer.....
I feel so lost and i am tried of everyone saying your will find someone or stop looking they will come to you, sorry i dont have faith in that it is like salt in a open wound.
If anyone wants to talk to me i am here if you want something real and you are serious,
