Thoughts

 Dont know what else to say.......

Cabin gas station

 It is like standing at a gas station in the middle of nowhere in life just waiting to be picked up and be complete but i am 38 years old i am tried of trying now and having to get to know someone again is harder on me for i dont feel like using the same words or trying to grow new ones to make the realationship work or matter, even tho i dont play mind games and i am real, i am a hopeless romantic and genlteman i can be your strength and world as i make you mine, i wear my heart out on my slevee, but i am so tried and the road ahead keeps getting longer and longer to me and i have not even gotten to touch the starting line, this world feels it is rrally asking to more of me and is never going to let me be anything i been praying to god i just hope something comes or if it is to must of a high price to pay let me know💔😔

Hitting the ground hard

 I wrote a sad song but i cant posted it for i dont want to make people cry, i made it for the guys that give their all only to be left standing lost and empty inside not able to cry for their world they thought they had was destroyed and time wasted and words faded 

Broken again💔

 6 years down the drain the girl i wanted to marry ruined my heart she was my Fiancé but i called her my wife for i really wanted her to be the one but her and her mother ruined it so i broke it off now i am here alome again will i every get to love someone in a honest way, i want somwone i can lean on and they can lean on me too for support and i will be there world as they are mine, i am a hopeless romantic but now adays it is hard to find a real woman that does not want to play mind games  and i am a real man one that will walk with you listen to your day hold the door for you watch the stars with you cook dinner or go out, or go to the park, dance with you be lovely dovey and cuddle and cry with you and be your strength when you need it but i am tried of trying so i will just sit here being lonely with my heart on my shoulder breaking. I gave so much love and words over 6 years only to be alone again. Really dont know what to do with my self it is hard as always to stand alone in this world.